Can you reply to video? I can’t actually recall. If not Ask me your response.
Please analyze this type of singing for me. What you like/dislike, if you like it overall etc.
I would very much appreciate that.
I texted him this morning, and got no reply. Not terribly unusual, so I just went and did other things to distract myself. At around noon, I still had nothing. I texted him again, saying that I missed him. Still no reply for anything.
I feel like I’ve fucked up the best thing in my life. He’s my bestfriend. I have no one else to talk to when I’m scared or feel alone, or even when I’m really excited about things. He’s the one I go to. He’s the only one I -want- to go to. I just want him to talk to me, and for everything to go back to being better again. He’s so sweet to me, goes out of his way to make me happy and feel included, and how do I repay him? I act like a high maintenance bitch, who needs to be coddled.
How did I become this person?
I just want him.
My heart hurts.
1:28 PM
26/07/2010
How can I love you so much and while you make me so angry! You make me feel so STUPID sometimes! There are so many things I want to say, but I know that they’re hurtful and awful and not going to make the situation any better. But FUUUUUUCCK. Jesus fucking fuck. I wish I could say them sometimes. I don’t want to end things though, so I won’t. I’ll continue to push them down deep into my stomach and hide them away where they won’t hurt you. Why do I care so fucking much about you and your stupid feelings.
