July 2010
2 posts
2 tags
My heart hurts.
I texted him this morning, and got no reply. Not terribly unusual, so I just went and did other things to distract myself. At around noon, I still had nothing. I texted him again, saying that I missed him. Still no reply for anything.
I feel like I’ve fucked up the best thing in my life. He’s my bestfriend. I have no one else to talk to when I’m scared or feel alone, or even...
2 tags
Fuuuuuck! Fucking fuck fuck FUCK!
How can I love you so much and while you make me so angry! You make me feel so STUPID sometimes! There are so many things I want to say, but I know that they’re hurtful and awful and not going to make the situation any better. But FUUUUUUCCK. Jesus fucking fuck. I wish I could say them sometimes. I don’t want to end things though, so I won’t. I’ll continue to push them down...